i know how to blog? I AM FAT

                                                           Hi, I’m Laura Jane

I never in a million years thought I would have a blog.

I don’t really see myself as particularly exciting and someone who has earth shattering ideas..nor am I someone who is an outstanding creative writer. I tend to be sarcastic and opinionated as all hell—but I am one of the most loyal, trustworthy, and HONEST people you will ever meet. I believe this blog will be a testament of that

It’s actually a funny story how it even occurred.

My best friend LHCampos was starting her own blog. She made it private and I was trying to access it to read it and give her some feedback. I had to give her my email and it would send me a link to join. As I am patiently waiting to read it, I get a text from her saying “why does it say I AM FAT next to your name?”..of course I have no freaking IDEA what she is talking about. I log on to my goggle page and low and behold a hacker had invented a blog for me titled “I AM FAT”. Of course I find this hilarious, I mean I am a little over-weight but in no means am I a buffalo!

Instead of being hurt by this situation and turning into a raging bitch, I am turning it into an opportunity to express my thoughts, opinions, feelings, and whatever my heart desires as I am about to embark on a new journey. This new journey consists of moving out of the house I grew up in, moving in with a boy where our future is undetermined, to a new town where I only know 2 people, while being unemployed. It will be about self-discovery and survival. And most importantly, finally getting the chance to grow up and mold myself into the person I have always dreamed of being.

It probably sounds like I’m crazy and scared.

But to be honest I have never been so ready and excited in my life.

My life has been on hold for 2 years—waiting for the boy I love to focus on his own journey. Don’t get me wrong, the sacrifice is not what I regret. But I am ready for my OWN journey and my OWN life to begin. Never in a million years did I think it would come down to me being in a situation where at 24 I am DEPENDENT on a man. That I would have to put my dreams and aspirations in a box and tucked away on a shelf for the time being. My boy and I have finally agreed its time that I can focus on achieving the things and doing the things that are important in my life. Its time to get down to business!!

I SWEAR this hacker was trying to send me a sign..and maybe this was it!?